Off facebook and on Neptune

And tonight was a night that there was no "no good night sweetheart" because I hurt his feelings. When will I stop saying stupid things? 

Laura Arual was honest with him today; he made her feel beautiful and she made him cookies. More on moleskine, 

Laura Arual loves her new bed for many wonderful reasons

Laura Arual is on a train returning home preparing to digitally moleskine. 

I reflect on the word gratitude, and I realize that I have everything I have ever wanted:    - a man who loves me beyond measure, and who I love a little more every day.   - a house that meets our needs and makes us happy    - a job that provides for us, and that I find interesting    - kind and supportive friends   - a healthy family  Now, I must work on becoming everything that I have ever wanted to be, knowing that I am loved just the way I am.    Is it insane to be insecure because your base dreams have come true, but you are afraid that you will wake up and be told that it was all just a dream? 

Laura Arual recovers from a little crisis of personal faith. I am ok. Breathe. Repeat. The universe is delivering on its plan of goodness and love for me. Gratitude. 

Laura Arual loves the family who she was picked by. No woman is luckier. 

Monday August 4 Laura Arual liked it better when she was bad in bed - at least she got to eat supper. 

Laura Arual liked it better when she was bad in bed - at least she got to eat supper. 

Laura Arual had a much better day than yesterday and she gained perspective by seeing a familiar fave through the window - the two of them are not to be confused. Ever. 

Laura Arual misses the happy you, but is unsure of how to get you back. She should probably digitally moleskine, but right now she is soo tired. 

Laura Arual misses the happy you, but is unsure of how to get you back. She should probably digitally moleskine, but right now she is soo tired. 

A walk and ice cream. The best of summer